Wednesday, July 12, 2006; 10:53 PM
There are moments when I don't know if it is real. I love you?
can ii start all a new ?
can ii get de chancee tuhh change everythingy ?
ii wishh ii can change everything .
change until almost prefect .
then everyone's is happy with .
how ii wish . ii'm just tuhh navie .
how ii wishh ...
ii couldd change my name .
change my charactor .
change a new environment .
how ii wishh ...
just tuhh navie ob me tuhh think dat .
think somethingy dat cannot be happening .
WAOH !
ELAINE ! euu are so "CLEVER" worsx .
think ob suchh "CLEVER" stuffs .
wadd think can makee me real happy ?
not going tuhh school ? YESHSX !
liddat no stress . no problems . NOTHINGY .
please ! ii wishh sec 3 lifee can be new .
ii just wan it simple and plain . dat's it .
so simple . so fine . so nicee .
can my navie thinking come truee ?
WORLD ! turn back bahsx .
so being so upside down .
making so many people so sadd .
sad . acting . regretted . hoping . wishing .
all this is my feeling/action now and then .