Back from dinner,
went East Coast's Red house (yea, again) for celebration of my mum's side granddad's birthday (:
didn't eat much, wasn't hungry at all, neither do i know why.
Maybe is the 'stranger' feeling i have everytime i met any of my dad/mum family side members, it just get stronger everytime.
To me, they are nothing else but strangers as time go by.

Seriously,
why bother to ask, when you don't trust in the first place?
Isn't it a waste of time?

Boonyun, cheer up alrights?
the 4 of us will be by your side!
24/7, call us anytime.

Hey, i know how you feel,
not great huh? having such a bad time right?
trying to be as 'strong' as possible, by not dropping any tears.
i know, i know, the feeling just sucks.
It's alright if you cry now, don't like ppl to see you cry? you can cry alone.
dun like being alone? come to us, we will be here for you.

Try thinking this way,
i been through a worse situation compared to your's, real worse.
Feeling better?
(i remember by using someone's situation which is much worse than your's always makes your day)
tell me anything if you wish to, i have my ears reserves for you.

I guess it's hard to leave your best friend huh.